I am going to kill myself today.?

ihate my life. ihate my mom. ihope she die soon. idon't want to live with her. idon't want to be near her. she is ruining my life. she said icant play basketball this year and my team is going to disney world too. aau team. ifucking hate her so ******* much. she took my phone for the whole summer. itold my granny iwas going to kill myself and she told my mom. then my mom called my other granny and asked her questions. but this time i'm serious i'ma killl myself tonight.